Odsblood! Hoping lamentation was the intent ; ), if not dagnab it, wrong choice. Or I could continue a lengthy explanation of archaic words and their synonyms, lamation not being one but odsblood as short for God's or Odin's bodily fluid is.
Love mysteries? Want a mix of gay + straight characters? With a bit of Poe? Try my book, darn it ; ) In The Bleak December.